Something to do

Mad by Ne-yo is on my mind stuck on repeat.

Been a long time since I said anything on here. What has happened since? Hmm school has ended for the semester for me (thankfully). It was one rocky semester but next semester should be better since I’m taking some of my minor classes–can’t wait! History! I wanted to take a study on the Tudors & Stuarts but that class filled up too quickly. Hopefully, someone will drop and I can sneak my way in That would be such a great class to take. 

Finished Christmas shopping…ah the holidays. It’s so great and yet so stressful. Everyone is in a rush to get materials that really do not matter much. People act like such fools. Just today alone, went out with my mom to the Mall since she had to pick something up and it was total chaos! People rushing while driving to get to the mall (which btw good luck on finding parking) and almost getting themselves killed in traffic by deciding to turn when it’s too close! It’s like come on–use your head! You won’t find parking anyways, the item(s) you want are probably already gone (or will still be there) it’s like just TAKE YOUR TIME. There is no point to buy items for the holiday if you won’t be alive to actual enjoy them! Fuckers. I heard a couple of weeks ago at Toys R Us (of all places) of people getting into a fight over a toy COLOR and someone ended up getting shot right outside of the store because of it! WHAT THE FUCK!? Over a fucking color?! Insanity. People like this are what make the holidays pointless because they do not grasp what the point of the holidays are about! Materialistic world. I’m not saying I’m not guilty of being materialistic (at times) but there is no way in hell I would EVER flip out and such over shit like that. It just saddens me how bad this world keeps getting. I just hope it’ll stop and people start using common sense. But then again we may have to re-think on what qualifies as “common sense” if actions such as those above are becoming “common”.

The boys are quiet..and asleep. Lucky (the new pup(?) 2 yrs) is like a kid, seriously, a younger sibling to my other boy, Blu. Blu is all mellow and Lucky is all annoying (best description of younger sibling) trying to jump him. Oh boy should of seen Lucky when we first got him two weeks ago–freshly neutered and a total horn dog! LOL Kept trying to jump Blu! Lucky is really like my sisters dog which is pretty fitting since they act alike (she’s  younger than me), both scheming, both whiny, etc. I’m all making him sound annoying (well..yeah) but he can be a sweetie and is adorable looking just gotta watch out for him. 

well I’m off..I hate to ramble on too much in one post.

I ::heart:: wordpress. Seriously–you can find wonderfully designed themes and the ability to change themes quickly with no hassle is perfect. 

It’s another one of those nights when i’m bored and want to do something but really nothing to do–so pop up on this blog..which NO ONE knows of unless clicked on from my domain page.  I am not really into showing this because hell it’s boring for one and two..well the one reason is enough. I wish I had the inspriation to play with photoshop again–I miss my creativity I use to have for designing sites and various goodies but since college my inspiration has been disappearing. I only ever seem to use photoshop if I have an actual reason and less for using it for the hell of it.  Last thing I did with photoshop was design a new header image and such for the new upgrade layout for the SC Forum–which I’m pretty damn proud of it’s new design–simple, nice, and relaxing. It’s what I’m always going for now–best thing to do for a nice design is to think SIMPLE. Do not over complicated the work no matter how much you think it might look cool or exciting. Especially if it’s a design that is used for daily viewer visit.  Not too simple that it’s dull but simple enough that there is still style to it. 

Some interesting things going on but also a lot of stress & confusion especially in regards to the future. So many things to consider and I’m at a loss..not sure why I need to say that here because I hate to go into personal stuff online (even if it’s a place no one knows about) but it’s on my mind since i had to make a choice tonight. I just hope that it’s true –that there has to be a postitive with every negative–that everything in life must balance out in some way.

What’s my fave thing to do on here? meme’s..so i’m gonna stop with the mindless ramble and just have fun with my meme’s best way of sharing without really giving anything away.

80 Questions…click on more..

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I just had to check out ebay and guess what I saw? Items of crew photos & call sheets (xf of course) and guess what? I just had to bid and guess what? I won. I bought a crew photo that I already have –omg wtf, I know. LOL I just couldn’t pass it up for that price. And then I won two call sheets for “Fight Club” and “Hollywood AD”. I wasn’t even going to go for “Hollywood AD” but again the price and no one was bidding (”shocking”) I took the opportunity. Not much of a surprise people were bidding more for “all things” hell I would but I wanted the other stuff and well..I wasn’t planning on buying period. bad,bad, bad. This addiction is straight up bad. Well, I guess one good thing to balance it out would be to keep selling my extras of stuff–which I have loads of so if I can unload those then it’s all good. Anyone interested in xf stuff? In fact anyone interested in the crew photo I just purchased? LOL It’s from Season 9.

It’s insane I for sure have to stop buying stuff now. I have things to save for like upcoming holidays/birthdays/trips.

*pray for me ya’ll*

2am Lovesick by Blue October << GREAT GREAT SONG. Stuck in my head, again. Blue October, new album coming this spring! YAY! Love those guys. Amazing. 

It’s snowing. Damn. We are getting some crazy weather. Rain, Snow, Wind, Rain,Snow. Fucking Tree people didn’t come yesterday to take away the tree that’s scattered (did I say before we had a huge windstorm recently?) around my backyard & part of the neighbors yard and not to mention a big part still leaning against my roof all because they were caught up on hillside. wow go figure Hill Side having that same problem from the wind–hillside houses are always surrounded by trees. So it sucks, they won’t come by until 9am Monday morning and I will have to miss my math class in order to be here when they come. It’s mid-terms week,however, I had my math test last week, I still have math homework that she only assigns during class. So I guess, I’ll have to e-mail fellow students to get the assignment. I think my biggest worry is my Java Programming Concepts class. I understand things but I’m always so unsure of myself when it comes to programming. And that mid-term is on Wednesday and I’m not even sure what I need to study! 

meme time again because I find them relaxing ..okay really it’s like kinda fun (easy) talking about yourself using questions from another,lol

1. When you were born, how much did you weigh?
In 1986, I was ..6lbs & 6oz.

2. What’s you’re sugar poison?
I don’t play that game. I’m not much of a sweet tooth but I do LOVE this strawberry shortcake icecream thing,lol See I don’t even know what its called but damn it’s good. 

3. If you had to choose between meat and cheese for the rest of your life, which would you choose? Then be specific.
oye..umm meat. Cheese doesn’t have enough substance and with meat I guess I can see myself living a bit longer..well not too much longer cause if I ate like nothing but meat for the rest of my life I wouldn’t be living for very long.

4. What, is your opinion, is the worst song ever?
Worst song ever? Oh man. That’s a tough one. Off the top of my head..Barbie Girl by Aqua. LOL I mean I am not going to front I was all into that song when it came out for like a second and then it was like WTF. So yeah..I’m not sure if that’s the worse song I ever heard but it’s up there.

5. Who was your favorite teacher growing up and why?
I had a few, off the top of my head a favorite teacher of mine was my third grade teacher, Ms.K. She was like a friend to me. She was easy to talk to and I spent some of my snack times just sitting with her by her desk and just talking. I have no idea what we use to talk about but I just remember those times. She was a very interesting teacher who just really bonded with the kids instead of just a focus down teacher with a mission, if that makes sense? One of the few types of teachers I’ve had who can inspire and make an everlasting impression.

6. What personal activity, when performed in public, bothers you the most?
My own? Or Other..if myself, no clue,lol. If other, it’s standing in the middle of a crowded hallway and not giving a shit that there are other people around. That fucking bothers me. It’s like MOVE YOUR ASSES to the side if you wanna chill & talk. Don’t be standing in the middle of a hallway where other people are walking.

7. Ok, there’s a $50 bill lying on the ground. You pick it up. Dumbfounded by your incredible luck, what do you selfishly purchase?
Well..after I put it into the bank,lol. Not sure. No doubt I’ll spend it on something but not sure what at this moment.

8. Do you have a recurring nightmare? If so, explain.
No luckily I don’t have any recurring nightmares.

9. Name one place on Earth you’ve never been, but vow to visit at least once.
I really really want to go to Bangkok, Thailand. 

10. You notice that question #9 wasn’t really a question. You feel smart for catching such a small detail. What else can you do really well that reminds you how smart you are?
I’m known to get all logical at times when it annoys people,lol. Watching movies or something that’s suppose to be entertaining and not all suppose to be taken seriously I have knack at times of pointing out the inaccuracies of it and explaining why it’s inaccurate,lol. I’m not a know it all type of person but come on with the world today you gotta point out what’s REAL and what’s NOT otherwise people really get it twisted.

Ever feel the need to do something but you don’t know what? So you try and do something that you think will be fun or take your mind off things but you are still not satisfied and feel you are missing something? that’s how I feel right now.

So many things are going on now and nothing seems to be going “right” and that feeling of needing to do something is a result.

I’m home alone, perfect time to do whatever the hell I want and I feel like watching something but guess what? NOTHING ON. It is just insane. All these digital channels and not a single thing is on. So I’m watching a dvd–Everybody Loves Raymond–Great show and the only thing I can watch over & over again without getting bored (yet). I miss great comedies like this–hell I miss great shows period. There is nothing left on tv to watch. I don’t watch much tv but when I do the only things worth watching nowadays seem to be reality shows and I use to be totally against reality shows! The only shows I really like to watch nowadays is Dog the Bounty Hunter & Hells Kitchen, which isn’t really a reality show but it’s pretty damn entertaining–LONG LIVE RAMSEY! Gotta love that man. It sucks that his Kitchen Nightmares US sucks–UK version kicks ass. Oh and besides those I still watch ER which is like ending this season *sniff sniff* nah it’s good that it’s ending these past fews years they have been really grasping at straws but hey being a fan it’s hard to just walk away in the middle. Just want to see Abby & Luka leave and I’ll be pretty much done. Anyways, enough of that–the point is today’s tv shows (and movies for that matter) basically suck and all are recycled ideas. I think the only good movies I’ve seen this year are: XF2, Burn After Reading, Then She Found Me, and Little Chenier. Look forward to seeing Revolutionary Road (kate & leo! reunite!) read the script and seriously it’s really good.

Why am I typing this nonsense? No freakin’ clue. Just feel like yapping.

What now? Maybe a lil meme? Sure, easy to do and something to do!

FOUR QUESTION FRIDAY.

Q1 - Today: Some people go out of their way to tell everyone they know that today (or pick your day) is their birthday, while others avoid it like a contagious bacterial disease characterized by fever and wicked bad diarrhea (for example, I once spent an entire with someone and never knew it was his birthday because he never told me). Do you tell people when it’s your birthday or do you prefer to keep it to yourself?

I don’t tell people. Usually people already know but if they don’t I do not go out of my way to say it’s my birthday. I feel that’s silly and hell I don’t really care about my birthday,lol. I’m getting “too old” no need to remind everyone (and myself again).

Q2 - Keeping Track: How do you keep track of birthdays (BirthdayAlarm.com, a little black book, good memory, your computer calendar, Facebook, etc.)?

Usually with my facebook or I had some application I signed up for that I receive e-mail notifications.

Q3 - Celebrating: How do you like to celebrate your own birthday? Do you do anything special for yourself, have a tradition you adhere to, take the day off from work and the rest of the world, etc.?

Nope, nothing special. Used to do something “special” but this year for example I rather lay low, relax, pizza & mountain dew. No cake or any sweets period (not a sweets fan! yuk). But as usual, no one ever listens to me and I usually gets sweets or stuff I said I do not need/want (I don’t like fuss but doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate it)…guess it’s their birthday traditions,lol.

Q4 - Change: Some of the kids I grew up with felt cheated by the fact that their birthday was in late-June, July, or August… meaning, they never got to celebrate their birthday in school like all of the kids whose birthdays fell on a school day. If you could change your birthday, would you, and if so, what date would you move it to and why?

Yes! My birthday is always when I’m in school (sept.1) but since college I usually do not have a class on that day. But I rather have my birthday during the summer or vacation period so I can just not think about whatever is currently happening in school.

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I have always wanted to get a wordpress blog on this domain and finally I asked Dev to set up a database for me–yay! THANK YOU DEV!

I have no idea what exactly I will “blog” about since I’m a pretty boring person but there have been times when I just wanted to say something for the hell of it and had no where to really say it–so this will be that place.